I’ve been working consistently, every single day, from the past ten days. I hate to admit that I am tired. I hate to miss a chance of creating an art that makes others/me happy. I hate to miss a chance of me shooting a video of making an art that would make someone else in other corner of the world happy. That’s the reason I never really take a break (even when I have terrible art blocks). I couldn’t. Maybe I should try atleast. Sometimes this dream of mine, to find my style at art, to be able to teach art to people, to make people happy through my art videos and to get financially stable keeps me awake the whole night.
I can’t recollect a single day where I was excited to goto school/university or office. I don’t get excited for mundane occasions. But lately, as I’ve been full time into art, I wake every single day before the dawn could break. I start working on a painting. Be it A5 or half imperial sheet – Anything fills my heart with happiness. I have this passion and love for art that I cannot describe in words. Intermittent art blocks are painful for my dream. So I never really take a break.
I’ve been trying to teach art on various platforms. Some are for monetising and the other are for free. I don’t lower my painting complexity from one platform to the other because people who watch it might give me a benefit in either one way or the other and though I want to gain financial independence I don’t feel like treating audiences differently in different platforms.
Recently I’ve been working hard for my Udemy classes and I am so happy that after publishing 4 classes, I finally got a student enrolment who isn’t in my first circle of relations. This made me even more motivated and I have given my fifth class for review today.
Also, here’s the painting that I did today. The process video has been posted on YouTube as well. Please have a look if you want to!
What about you, folks. What are your dreams? What do you wanna become in your life apart from being happy which is a wonderful thing as well.