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Feeling of disconnection.
I woke up as usual and did this painting. I made sure that I have a lot of contrasts in this painting. I’m quite happy with it.
As the day progressed I could feel that something was gripping hold of me. I could feel that I’m not ok. I started to overthink. I immediately started writing script for my new udemy course and started working on it. It’s been almost 5 hours now. I’ve been working on it on and off. It was a very short art tutorial class. I have submitted it for review and I hope it gets approved.
Since that work is over, I can feel emptiness inside me again. I can feel depression is trying to catch hold of me and I’m starting to feel disconnected to whoever I talk with. It’s almost as if I want them to talk but I don’t want to be disturbed. I think my mind needs to be preoccupied with something all the time for me to drop that depression in the bin and move on.
I don’t know what this is. I hope it goes away and leaves me at peace.